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HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, LOVE!

Lalalalalalala~ How fast time flies, and today is our 5th month. ;D I still remember how you asked for patch. I still remember the time, the day. I remember all the good times and bad times we had. I dont wanna throw it to waste. Love is hard to perished. But promise me, we'll go through thick and thins together. I will be here by your side for every single moment. I dont wanna lose you. I swear, i mean it real. You may not be my first, but i hope you'll be my last one and only. Im willing to put the past aside. So, you do your part by keeping your promise. Everyday i wake up, yearning to go through the day with you. I hope this love will last. Mwaaah!

*kay, aku nak buke. tataaa~*

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Teeheeeeeee. :D Sorry eh. TAPI AKU NAK BOAST BENDE. Mataer aku belikan aku mascot YOG, Merly. ;DDDDDDDDDDD Happy taw taw taw. Tuh bende mahal dok. :O Lagy besar dr yg YOG participants dpt tuh. So, he bought for himself the Lyo and the Merly for me. Cute sia. When i hug it, i feel like im in he's arms. (': First time mataer aku belikan bende utk monthsary. Sweet kan dier? Aku tau. Be jealous. :P Sooooooo, lagy 2 jam 5th monthsary kte. Wuuuu, so fast time flies. Lazy to go school tomorrow. :/ And Tue, teachers' day. Hmm. Love planned to go town on either Tue or Wed. Still thinking about it. Pfft. Im sleepy. Nights.

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Wazzzzzzup! :D Im so happy today cause nothing ruins my mood. (Y) It was a cooling morning. Like usual, Love picks me up and off to school. Then sit around with his other friends. Morning assembly is always noisy, everyone nags so much. -.- Reading period so sleeeeeepy. ): I really feel like standing up and walk away. Naseb baek puase, kene sabar. Had MT lesson. P.E was great today. Played badminton again. For the damn 2 periods, i jumped and ran around. But didnt feel thirsty. Weeee~ So, i manage to fast for the whole day. ;D Maths is no longer bended. It will be swap to Eng assignments. So, Mr Tan took the class. OMG, N-levels in exactly 14 more days. Laju pe time jalan. D: I did the cloze passage on time and after completing it, like usual, tidooo la kan. :P Recess. Eng, went through answers but too tired that i slept. AGAIN. FT period, also sleep. Teehee. I'm such a bad girl today in class. Sleep like pig. O_o Walked home with Love and immediately rush to toilet. My whole face and body so sticky. Eeew! :| I swear i dont wanna go out from the bath room. Best siaaa! :DD Then did my hwks. Then Love text. Wanna meet up. Brought my hwk together. He helped with my corrections. Homed at 5pm. Hmm, sedeh. Prepaid low. Tkde kechings nak top-up. Cepat laa abes N-level. Aku nak keje. Dah rindu dgn CSC. Haha. Kay, im frigging hungry now. Im waiting for Maghrib! :/

Dont compare me. I am who i am, kay. Sarcasm doesnt works on me. Your genereation and my generation is totally different. So, before you ask what i'll be. Ask yourself what your son will be. I'm gonna proof you wrong and i mean it. I really love to see how you choke your words when its time. *winks*


I dont know why as days past by, my love for Amin grows. I love how we could talk + laugh + joke together. I like spending quality time with him. ;D He's so fun to be with. I love him to the fullest, man! *hugs*

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Sigh. Now, i believe that Karma is true. It happened right infront here. And now, they got it wrong about me. I didnt mean it that way, literally. He misunderstood me. -.- But well, let time get them over it.

You know its such a sad thing, that things changes in a blink of eye. People change, feelings fade. Like you've treasured that particular thing for about 3 years? Then when everything changes cause something new came around, you felt left out. Such a pity isn't it? For them, it's a small matter. But for us, its quite a big deal. Wasnt 2N2 where we became close and bond together? Now, look look look. You're all busy with new friends. ): I didnt say you guys cant mixed togther. But dont forget us the old ones. Its sad to hear you saying, "Oh, no more. Now its only (this particular group)." Like as if you dont care about us anymore. So, what? You expect us to plan this alone? Go out with our friend and you go out with your friends? To be honest, you guys changed alot. ALOT. And that what hurts the most.

Anyway, today's FIRAMIN180807 3rd year anni. :O Well, thats past. From now on, I'm looking forward to my days with Love. A better day, a better memories. He might have hurt me over time but as people say, love is blind. I'm willing to forgive and forget. To admit, he's so much diff now compared to 3 years ago. So much funny, so much understandable, so much lame. And I'll love him each and everyday without fail. True enough. To get something you never have, you gotta lose something thats in your grasp. And of course, it's much better than what you lose. He could have left me, I chose to replace him with Satria. And replace Satria with Aizat. It took quite sometime for me to get over. But when he came begging for a chance, he promised to change. And he did, Im glad. (: Baby, I promise to make you happy. I'll try my best. I promise to love you out of every moment. Every single moment with you, I'll cherish and treasure it. We might quarrel for a hundred time, misunderstanding occurs a thousand time but i wouldnt wanna swap you with anyone even if it means they're so much better than you. It makes the whole thing so much better when my mum had slowly tried to accept you. From now onwards, I vow, you're the only one in my heart. No others. Just you, kay Love? *hugs*

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Hello, lovelings. (: Okay, DNT coursework down. Prelims down. Like fringging at last, its all over. Now, gotta extra focus on Social studies and English since N-levels will be like less than a month. D: So, yesterday was the first day of fasting month but so saddening, yesterday was also the first day of my period. :| I was like so semangat to fast sey. Ive been like so excited for terawih. Hehe. Today's Chem paper was managable. I just hope i wont fail of Mr Ong gonna cut me into pieces. :/ After exam, went to Mcd and sat down while waited for Love to finish his POA paper. Met him, went homed and slept. Had fried rice and air Kathirah. <3

Anywayyyy, today was twinny's birthday. Gave her the big card and jacket. Hope you like it, baby. ;)
Happy Birthdaaaay!

I hope for a better tomorrow. (:

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you how it feels like when these two person you love equally and how they meant to you, but sadly, they couldnt move together. as in like, one is willing to change and another one just still couldnt put down the ego. it feels like you're torn in between. how she feels like trying to control everything but she doesnt realise that she's self-centered. urgh. i just couldnt take this no more. my eyes are teary now. i thought after i met him, everything's gonna be fine. everything's gonna change. change better. but i didnt know she's trying to break us a apart. i didnt know that she thinks of herself more than she thinks about myself. its so unfair, like why must i be the victim of this situation? i never blame God but i feel with my situation like this, stuck in Prelims and N-level just around the corner.. why cant she just try to understand. like just for ONCE?

so, today planned to go study with Love but so many people are asking me out too! :D emy wants to meet me tonight means i have accompany to watch the fireworks. weee~ then Wan wants to meet today after buey-ing me yesterday. Ah, dont know how to meet all in one day. anyways, tomorrow wil be Sonore Cup. going to watch and support Love. (: uh-oh! i havent touch my book. Wednesday will be DNT and Chem paper. tsk, eff exams! ):

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